One step forward, two steps back

“DA, DA DA DA, DA DA DA, DA DA DAAAAAAA…Two worlds collide, rival nations…something something something, eye of the TIGERRRR…ohhhhhh”. Eye of the tiger pounds from my computer speakers as I shadow box a few rounds in the full length mirror. Stretch, roll my shoulders and head from side to side. It’s monday and it’s time to go to the ministry…

I delicately pick up the envelope with the affidavit, and put it together with the photocopies, statements and my half dozen other papers and I stride out of the guesthouse, my confident strut in direct opposition to the trepidation I feel as that horrid building looms closer. I go over my perfect insult in my mind, like Desmosthenes I had practiced in the shower speaking over the roar of the water so that I might articulate and kill all opposition by the sound of my voice alone. I reach the gate and make to enter. But immediately the security officer stops me. “Sorry, no shorts”. “What?” “No shorts, there is a dress code”, and she points to a sign above the entrance which I had never noticed before which states in a barely legible scrawl, like they’d hired a passerby on the street with a paintbrush: “Full length pants, no hats, sleeved shirts, etc…” It’s like a 100 degrees out! I look around me and see everyone milling about in shorts and t-shirts. “I’ll be quick”, I say. “Sorry, we can’t let just anybody in”. Apparently…”Anybody or everybody I think to myself”. And walk back to the guesthouse feeling like things weren’t going exactly the way I had envisioned them when I was prancing around the room in my boxers doing my rocky dance over the imagined knocked out form of the bureaucrat that I had vanquished.

In the withering heat I walk back to the guesthouse, change into pants, recover my composure and head over to the ministry. That place has assumed a haunted house feel to me. Ghouls lurking in the filing cabinets, witches stamping forms, trolls at the gates.

I arrive at the ministry, the sweat condensing on my forehead, pit stains slowly turning darker. Let me in!!! I’m becoming less presentable with every minute I am outside. The troll…ahem…guard, looks at my pants, nods her approval, “It’s lunchtime, come back in an hour”. I turn around quickly so that I won’t betray my feelings, I am just about ready to boil over, my sunburnt face assumes an even redder complexion, my hands are like claws convulsively opening and snapping shut violently and my eyes are bulging. I’m like a lobster in its death throes.

I walk to the ministry…again…after waiting another impatient hour. I am actually let in this time. The guards are amused when I present my passport. Apparently they remember the fuss I had made during our last encounter. I walk up the steps, into the cubicle and brandish the limp envelope. I had begun the day the picture of respectability, now I was as sweaty, slovenly and irritable as the first time I had met the woman. She looks at me like, “ah you again”. I give her the papers that she reads over. She studies them looking for fault, anything that will give her cause to reject them…Of course looking for mistakes, one will always find them, and so she did…”There’s a mistake here on your statement of why you wish to stay in the country, you will have to redo this, come back when it is correct”. “Ummm, what’s wrong with it?” She pauses with a “how can he have the audacity to ask me that question”, kind of look. “You may not use the form ‘to whom it may concern’ as a means of introduction, it must be addressed to the ministry for home affairs”. The particulars are really pissing me off! “Can I just append an introduction to it? To whom it may concert AT the ministry for home affairs”. “Smart ass”, her eyes seem to be saying, “No”, she replies, “rewrite your statement”. “Do you have a pen and paper?” She asks magnanimously. No, why the hell would I, I hadn’t planned on rewriting my entire statement 5 minutes ago. “No”, I grate out. “Here you go”, she says and bestows on me a notepad and pen like she’s mother Theresa. And I go and recopy out my statement.

I arrive back some time later. She looks it over, good. “But where’s your address?” “I don’t have an address in Georgetown, I am leaving to go to Iwokrama and won’t be back for a couple of weeks”. “We need to have an address”. It is starting to feel like that slip of paper at the post office again and so I cut through the bullshit immediately. “My address is Rima guesthouse 92 middle street”. She almost seems disappointed that I have come up with a reply. “Phone number?” “I’m afraid I don’t recall the phone number”. She pounces on the opportunity, “Well we need to have a contact for you when your forms have gone through”. “If they ever go through”…I say under my breath.” Like I said before, I’m not even going to be here in Georgetown”. She sighs. “Can I give you my email?” She looks at me like I’m some backwards hick. “Email? Email?” She kind of snickers and dismissively waves her hand. “No”. It’s as though she sees email as some non-legitimate form of communication. Finally she stands up, our business abruptly concluded. There’s a moment of silence. “So, do I get a stamp in my passport or something?” “I will submit your documents for review and you will be advised in 2 weeks time what the outcome is”. This is really too much!!! I had come a week before my visa expired in the full anticipation that I was being responsible and that I would get my extension immediately, now I’m being told that my visa will have expired by the time they have even looked at my application, ‘are you fucking kidding me?!!!!!’ “Are we done here?” she asks. I look at her baffled like “how the hell can you even ask me that?” “No, my current visa is going to expire in a week, so what do I do when that happens?” She laboriously gets up and walks away without a word. I’m left there wondering what the hell is going on. She comes back 5 minutes later with a small card. It is a temporary pass to be used in lieu of a tourist visa. It states basically that I have submitted an application for an extension and while it is being reviewed this card will act as a replacement. Valid until September 27th, I notice that this is about a week prior to when I had intended on coming back to Georgetown. “Can you extend this another week?” “No”. “So when I pass through border patrols on my way to Lethem, I can show them this card and there will be no problems”. Again the “What the fuck look”. “You know, since there are like 3 checkpoints in-between here and Iwokrama”. She kind of shrugs and twiddles at the papers on her desk. Well, I guess we’ll just have to wait and see then…

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